=))
as promised.
i will start blogging.
after that "wonderful" day.
is over.
which is yest.
15/10/08.
i FINALLY get.
reap sum benefits.
after long sufferings.
=)
i feel so happie.
elated.
wobbly legs.
faint heart.
all in one.
mixed feelings.
its lyk finally.
i feel a sense of relieve.
i can see the future.
one step ahead.
of a stumbling stone.
its wierd.
my life dis few months.
has been full of stumbling stones.
not tt i managed to evade.
the stones.
by hopping wenever i see them.
but.
i picked up myself.
everytime.
after the fall.
bruises everywhr.
no one can fully understand this.
its true.
wen you are sad.
its diff to get a shoulder to lend on.
what more.
a person lyk me.
who keep things to myself.
im glad i have sumone.
to share w.
=)
and not forgetting.
my wonderful frens.
who are alw der w me.
even jux fer company.
im simple to please huh?
heez.
but its true.
im reli simple to please.
=))
im kinda looking all so positive.
ready to plunge myself.
into the wicked world.
after all the suffering.
mental torture.
the crying.
the pain.
i dun see any reason.
to try and make things better.
wen im clapping on my own.
its true ppl say.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
while im clapping.
i dun hear a thing.
its wierd.
its heart-wrenching.
but ive got better things to do.
more tasks to accomplish.
im not gg to let myself down.
once more.
so bring it on!
the new future is gg to be great.
ive got a bunch of lovely piggies.
okok.
maybe kitties.
that i adore soo much.
and will be w me wenever i nid anything.
tts wad i call a true fren.
true love?
hmm.
this word doesnt exist in my dictionary anymore.
its jux fairytales.
but if i do mit my prince charming..
i make sure he adheres to ALL my regulations.
haha.
nah.
jk.
so wheet!
cheers to the new nura!
and.
cheers to the new future!
after my birthday..
its really time to start afresh!
ive got a new job.
a new future.
a fresh set of dreams!
ive got to realise them!
so meanwhile ive got some chilling to do.
as YOU alw say im a chiller.
haha.
so yeah.
cheers to the new-ER.
better me!
cheers to the new nura!
way to go!

til next tym~adios!