hmmm.
after days of analyzing.
i think.
i am a bad person.
i dont tell ppl how i feel.
waiting fer ppl to guess.
i get easily affected.
im too emotional.
*which i tink i can do better*
im irrational.
im asking for too much.
perfect-NESS.
i dont appreciate the goods.
i only see the bad.
in ppl.
*as much as i try to appreciate the goods,
the bad just stands out*
and i dont noe how tt is possible.
still trying to werk tt out.
im alw expecting things.
wo ppl knowing.
and wen it doesnt happen.
i get disappointed.
*tt is childish i admit*
maybe too much pampering.
from my beloved frens.
haha.
i wish for all the goodness.
and i cant accept the bad.
*tts bad*
there are good and bad things in life.
we all have to live and deal with.
and last of all.
*at least to wad i can think of right now*
i expect farrrrrrr tooooo much things.
*from some ppl**not physical things, though. just gestures*
and i think tt is darn retarded of me!
isnt tt way too much bad-ness in me?
oh dear.
im soo gg to get discriminated after this post.
but i think i deserve it.
=(
but!
my mood just lightened abit.
ill update in the next post!

til next tym~adios!