today is just another day.
i have to pull through.
im sober now.
but feeling sore.
it was a double blow.
i would slap myself real hard.
every single second i thought of him.
ouch.
it hurts really.
but i guess.
tts the bitter ending.
i have to accept.
and learn to live with it.
its weird though.
no matter how painful the impact of the slap is.
my mind never fail.
to mingle there again.
and the pain continues.
seems like my mind dont mind.
the pain from all the slapping.
=(

http://musicfreaktboney.multiply.com/journal/item/45/the_end.

til next tym~adios!