oh no.
is the mask im putting on.
not thick enough?
i felt so embarrassed.
just now.
one of my colleague.
called my name.
he said..
"u look very sad."
"is everything okay?"
i was taken aback.
all these while.
i thought i have been doing well.
pretending.
looks like my acting skills.
arent good enough.
gotta work harder!

afew things i note.
to start again.
probably.
i gotta get a new watch.
this watch is hurting my eye.
and a new necklace.
seems like my precious necklace.
is nowhere to be found.
i felt a lost when i cant find it.
im sure i dint lost it outside.
probably its somewhere.
lying.
in my room or bag.
i need new stuffs.
old things bring memories.
good ones.
but bring harm to me.
carry on the pretence!
seems kinda fun though.
i just got a few hard tight slaps.
this is getting harder and harder.

til next tym ~ adios!