hmmm.
so now side effects.
is starting to settle.
and i think its gg to stay.
at least for a long while.
tummyache accompanied by.
fever!
how nice.
great combination.
im so down now.
heaty all over.
im gg band tomorrow.
work my ass off.
1st all the way for this concert.
tiring.
but work can help me.
forget things.
get myself concentrated on something.
then i wont be bothered.
i did modeling today.
for my sis in-law.
portfolio.
being a model is tough.
you have to smile and laugh till your mouth hurts.
and with people watching you.
and now.
not a qualified model.
photographer.
have to tell u how to pose.
once qualified.
u have to strike your own pose.
how tiring.
but.
i want to do it!
probably when im in better shape.
need to get my braces done soon.
so i can smile nicely!
=))
new goals.
to keep me busy.
jiayou nura!
i believe u can do it.

no matter what, you will always be in my heart.

til next tym~adios!