i told him what is bothering me.
i didn't feel better cause i didn't even want to think about it.
which is why i didn't write anything down here when i was writing about my thoughts in bali.
i want to forget.
i want to believe only the positive will come.
i want to.
it will.
although he knows now.
but its okay.
it wont happen.
i promise it wont.
be positive.
=)