nura,

get a hold of yourself.
to love is not to possess.
if he doesn't love you.
let him go.
so he can find his happiness.
if he is happy, you are happy.

pleaserememberthis.

and whatever other problems you are having.
when you are feeling alone and helpless.
please know you still have people who loves you.
if you can't talk to anyone about your problems.
cause you are afraid people will judge you.
vent it out here.
maybe you will find some satisfaction.
you will get through it somehow.
whether you check it.
whether you move on to a foreign land.

youwillgetthroughit.

love,
diary