Saturday, January 15, 2005
Saturday, January 15, 2005
sqs band concert(the good old days!)
Saturday, January 15, 2005
isnt she/he cute? haha...its me ler...
Saturday, January 15, 2005
me, zhuozhen, amalina
Saturday, January 15, 2005
my day started off very bad today! haiz...dunno why recently my days have bin starting off so bad! wad can be worse....today i gt off my bed wif a bad scare! my sister was shouting for my mom who is groaning in PAIN!!!!!!!!! i was so shocked my heart almost stopped! i gt out of bed arnd 6 plus in the morning....and i saw my mom sitting in front of my grandpa's room holding her hand in pain! i tot she had broken her ARM! it's reli scary wen u look at the bone being dislocated! we were caught unprepared...i called for the ambulance...it was early in the morning and we were all so panicky! didnt noe wad else to do except wait for the ambulance...i wanted to help but scared tt i will make things WORSE....well...its a dislocation of the arm u noe...nt a very minor thing! well...actually the whole accident happened partially because of my grandpa...he jux came hm from hospital a few days ago due to his diebetics wound...and my parents were extremely careful wentaking care of him as we do nt want any bactreria to infect his healing wound...so we ask him nt to go to the toilet, instead jux do his biz in his pampers but he is so stubborn! KEEP GETTING OFF HIS BED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.... making my mom having to rush out of her room every tym she hears the toilet door creeps...haiz...tt was hw she ended almost breaking her arm! things didnt get better during the day...i looked after my grandpa after the amulance came...tot of doing my hw...but well...my procrastination SKILLS are so good tt i ended up being ONLINE NOW!!! haha...guess wil be doing in tmr bahz...before my sis went out jux awhile ago(guess she went clubbing), we tok abt my admirer...haha...she gave me dis idea to forget abt my fantasy and get on wif life...i kinda agree wif her but...its jux so so so so DIFFICULT to LET GO! haiz...guess its abt tym i let it go????
Saturday, January 15, 2005
erm.....hahaha....i feel great today! although i dun feel lyk cumin 2 skool today...due to my mood, but it ended kinda fun and exciting...in the morning i was late for tt AMY TAN class! haiz...wen reach skool i reli no mood to study....felt bored! but after tt...i was energized wen i go for the micro leuture...for once i felt i understand wad the lecturer was toking abt...and i felt a telepathy with MICROECONOMICS....hahaha...ended my skool with 3 hours of BIZ STAT! damn...at 1st i was reli paying attention but as tt ONG PO LENG started toking abt TIME SERIES...i started seeing STARS!!!!!!!! cool rty? haha...actually its most of my classmates were seeing STARS lar...damn tedious...was copying and copying and copying non-stop...but dono wad i was copying...haiz! after tt meiyi called to mit for REFAT's concert...she was oredi at sqs so i met er dey all at clementi for dinner....i actually tot i saw my FATHER admist the crowd...was kinda scared coz i didnt tell my parents tt i was goin for concert(lyk dey will allow if i did) haha, anyways...waited for meiyi to eat...after tt er drove us to VCH...on the way....we tok alot...tt meiyi keep bugging me wif qns...i wanted to SLEEP leh! haha...but kinda fun lar...played quite alot in the car and made a fool out of ourselves! haha...den...i mentioned abt GAYS and made a comment which meiyi said was sacarstic to er! i didnt noe...reli didnt mean him...haha..dono he offended anot...but he seems ok wif it(anyway he nt so petty 1 rty?)..we were late for the concert lar! arnd 10-15mins late...but ok lar...at least gt cum and support REFAT can le....didnt reli lyk the 1st half of the concert....was quite bad...and i kept pointing out their mistakes(opps! so bad of me ar?) found tt their percussion ensemble was nt gd oso...very LUAN...haiz but at least i find tt the band improved le....credit goes to REFAT of coz...spend so much effort on dem...tink dey reli sound beta den during the exchange! later...after the intermission...me and meiyi went bk to seat wif e band members....was quite fun lyk a small gathering...so long nvr see dem so make the best use of the tym....haha...was crazily singing....dancing....btw...saw siti during the intermission...quite shocked but i can expect it...she didnt tel me tt she was performing....can feel the distance between us oredi! i tink we r beginning to drift apart...but i noe tt she has her new beloved fren...tt clarinet guy so she doesnt nid anyone else lar...haiz..tink i should jux leave her alone! find tt i dun hav much 2 tok to her.... :( but live has to go on...haha...straight after concert...i went bk wif YZ, meiyi,yaying and e rest lar....chatted quite abit and den i decided to go hm...scared being scolded by parents! haha....nw feeling bored at hm...cant sleep...keep thinking of SOMEONE....saw him at the concert jux nw....didnt reli tok much but i kinda feel...i dunno...haiz....i tink i should stop tinking of him coz we r not possible! damn..why wont my mind stop tinking of him jux once! please spare me the torture....i hope to GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND one day....lets hope tt day will cum or else i will keep on dreaming and dreaming and dreaming.....