Thursday, February 05, 2009
Thursday, February 05, 2009
oh great!
to top it all.
i now have a toothache!
great.
just great.
maybe its all.
accumulating.
to the brink of death.
ha-ha.
anws.
ive alw wanted to die b4 30.
now if god wishes to take my life.
i will willingly surrender.
ive lived enuff.
i guess.
but of coz.
to look it another way.
im jux unhealthy.
but im
really really afraid.
deep down inside.
to see a doc.
coz ive all along guessed.
i have sum major.
disease or sumthin.
tts incurable.
oh.
wad more a dentist.
i freaked out the last tym i went.
so i guess.
this tym.
im NOT gg to the doc.
or dentist.
seriously.
i feel.
wadeva im having now.
eating inside of me.
coz my tummy.
now.
is in constant pain.
i feel unhealthy all over.
this is definately an.
unhealthy year fer me.
argh.
aside to my health.
deteriorating.
i heard.
the company.
subsidiary in HK is closing or so?
hmm.
or maybe not.
coz i heard.
they are considering.
sending one person.
from my office.
to werk in HK.
secondment.
well.
tt guy has a family.
wife and children.
so they were saying.
his wife is gg to miss him and all.
hah!
if they ever consider me...
hmm...
i tink tt would be gr8 fer me.
a new chg of environment.
*wish wish*
*fingers crossed*
i want to live there.
outside singapore.
to disappear.
from all the nonsensical.
problems.
ive witness.
and go tru.
with all the familiar surroundings.
i want a fresh new life!
*pls pls pls*
*let it be me*
aldo i noe it would be impossible.til next tym~adios!
Thursday, February 05, 2009
sch is starting.
later today.
kinda prepared.
excited.
at the same not.
coz one ending has.
been really done yet.
i wish i wish..
anws.
hope to meet a kind soul today.
i want to mit a kind soul.
=))
til next tym~adios!