Sunday, February 08, 2009
Sunday, February 08, 2009
why do u alw run away?
til next tym~adios!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
i tink..
i got over it.
its true
you said.
its jux me being.
used to my way of living.
i can chg it.
it jux nids more effort.
aside to tt.
todays.
i skipped band.
i really wanted to go.
but coz my tummy isnt.
getting any better.
yest.
i went to the toilet.
trice.
diarrhea.
and today.
omg.
constipation.
my tummy is lyk.
i dont noe how to explain alr.
i noe its frustrating.
i am not curing myself.
the only reason is coz.
i dont want to.
and im scared.
really scared.so why complain?
coz i feel better blogging it out.
its jux fer me to see.
not fer anyone else.
blah.
another reason.
was coz.
i was forced.
to go sumwhr.
i really dread to go.
wad more me in pain.
but still i went.
and.
haix.
more heart-wrenching news.
i almost cant take it.
it bad news all i have.
this year?
did i do alot of bad deeds.
to deserve all this bad news.
bad happenings.
ahhhh.
im on the verge alr.
dont push me.
stop pushing me.
or ill really drop dead.
in front of all you people.
i swear.
and im so dead.
homewerks not done.
i wonder if i can cope at all.
bad bad bad bad year.
haix.
til next tym~adios!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
my plan.
to study.
and finish tutorials.
today.
was disrupted.
sumone asked me out.
and bored as i was.
i agreed.
well.
at least i could take my.
mind of things.
and go enjoy fer abit.
nevertheless.
i brought my homewerk.
w me.
only to noe.
tt i wont have a chance fer it.
at 1st it was weird.
to be arnd ppl i dont really noe.
but we caught up fine!
its all due to my.
ALL-TIME fav hottie.
and yes.
its him agains.
EDWARD CULLENS.
i nvr get bored watching him.
again and again.
i alw end up giggling.
at his small actions.
and today.
i gotta noe more abt him.
all thanks to our small.
twilight fan club.
*an inside joke*
hahas.
i really was enjoying myself.
since weeks.
smiling.
and laughing away.
i havent found myself.
doing tt since.
all tt pain sets in me.
and it all had to end.
all so quickly.
and right back.
wen i reach home.
guess wad.
as soon as i on my lappy.
my probs starts to arise.
and my pains cum.
its lyk almost simultaneously.
i swear!
i myself cant believe at.
how my body system react.
and im stil suffering fm tt pain now.
seriously.
i promised i wont.
i will try to keep my promise okays?
but i seriously dont lyk it this way.
not knowing.
its all so - wrong.
but.
wells.
its juz another typical case.
i watched my fren dumped.
herself.
into this kinda situation.
and now here i am.
in the same.
im still sorry.
but i wont.
i promise.
=)
til next tym~adios!