Monday, February 18, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
dd,
I've been trying to sleep.
I've been trying to try and feel better.
I've been trying to do so much things.
but, none is working.
i feel worse by the day.
i glued my eyes on the laptop every single day.
my eyes hurt so much.
i at least hoped i could get rid of those feelings.
but my heart skipped a beat and i feel nervous and scared.
every now and then.
i don't know why.
this feeling is out of this world.
i feel a missing hole in my heart.
in my life.
i feel better when i was trying to make things work.
even though it was tough, but it made me feel better.
cause i could see how he is doing.
not seeing him is driving me crazy.
am i crazy or what?
is this how depressed people finally turn crazy?
urgh, i just wished i knew how he is doing.
why is my heart skipping a beat every now and then.
why am i feeling nervous.
is it because of him.
or is it because of something i have been avoiding and not thinking of.
imissedhowweusedtobesocarefreeandenjoyourdaystogethereveryday.
when did things get so complicated.