Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
i tot its all over.
sadly no.
and so..
he sent me an email.
saying.
stuff.
yeah stuff.
i wanted to tink of it.
tt way.
coz i seriously felt.
im soo over.
and.
im soo done w dis.
but no.
it kinda made me.
feel guilty.
not the part.
tt he said.
he wasnt wad i said he was.
tt part.
i stil cant 4get it.
i tink he jux dun get it.
picture dis.
im not in the pic.
and i heard from my fren.
abt their conversation.
well.
yeah its ok.
i jux listen since my fren is telling me.
den the next day.
he cums and say.
he tinks she is treating him better.
and he tinks im the reason behind it.
wad would u feel.
man im jux human.
things bet us.
are alr tt bad.
and now dis.
of coz i would flare up.
dont he get tt?
and yes she has got nothin to do w dis.
coz he is the one blaming me.
not anyone else.
well.
the part i felt guilty.
was the part he mentioned.
his feelings are jux so deep and meaningless.
he wanted to list out.
and.
the many things he did fer me.
wo me knowing.
haix.
i noe im being too.
defensive.
over this.
but seriously.
im only human.
w all the on-goings.
how am i jux gg to act.
as if im cool.
wen he did tt?
deep inside.
i noe.
things arent tt bad.
but at tyms.
anger jux get the better of you.
i dono wad else to do.
seems.
tt doin sumthin abt it.
is wrong.
and not doin anythin.
is wrong.
too.
haix.
i juz dun wan us to be enemies.til next tym~adios!