happie new year!
2009.
will be a good one.
for everyone.
=)
a couple.
of happenings.
i want to jot down.
1st-
ly.
the day i awaited.
dint end up spending.
alone.
it was simple.
but i was satisfied.
i mean.
wad matters is the company
rty?
and so i loved it.
rented the car fer the weekend.
got sick.
real bad.
super high fever.
which lasted half a day.
after i swan 30laps.
under the scorching sun.
after tt went fer band concert.
lucky.
the night cycling was canceled.
if not.
i think ill jux drop dead.
mum says.
i over-exhaust myself.
i need a break.
i think so too.
the next day.
i was still sick.
threw abit of tantrums.
dint go to msia.
to visit my aunt fer the last tym.
i felt kinda bad.
but there is sumthin in me.
tt just dint wana go.
probably i was sick.
but to imagine.
i was quite close to her.
i still feel bad.
went to send and fetch family.
to and fro.
during the trip.
in bet.
managed to catch up on sum slp.
felt abit lighter.
hmm.
at night.
i decided to finished.
my unfinished album.
i was exhausted w so many.
on-going things w family & werk.
tt i dint finish it.
felt bad coz it was supposed to be out.
on 26/12/08.
and so.
went to shop fer accessories.
and printed out photos.
album was nice.
it was so rush.
i got a headache.
w all the car sick.
urgh.
went to chg fer sum loose chg.
and off i went.
to see you.
i dont noe y.
wen i got der.
my legs were jux wobbly.
heart racing against tym.
and den i saw sumone.
who looks exactly.
well maybe not exactly.
just tt he is wearing the same bag.
and shirt.
running down the stairs.
across the street.
i dont noe wad came over me.
i ran towards his direction.
to catch a glimpse of tt person.
only to see him disappear.
i felt kinda upset.
disheartened.
my legs became more wobbly.
heart raced faster.
oh dear.
i really dont noe wad dis is all abt.
i called you many tyms.
no ans.
afraid to call home.
i did sumthin i nvr did b4.
it was lyk an extreme measure.
fer emergency kinda lifeline.
but it doesnt seem so in this situation.
but i still took it.
called bren.
to check on you.
granny says you're not home.
i got really scared.
called and called to no avail.
i decided to park the car in a position.
i can see clearly from the car park.
your window.
so i could see if u came back.
yes.
i planned to wait.
but it seem fruitless.
and i jux got more and more scared.
so the fruitless wait.
end me up at the staircase outside.
your house.
i dint noe wad i was waiting fer.
but i jux did.
you can imagine.
the horror and the fear.
tt ran tru my heart and mind.
jux sitting der.
alot of worries.
alot of fears.
i get edgy and the tiniest sound.
and finally.
not long after.
sumone said.
"erh, y are u here?"
it was a relieve.
lyk a rock thrown out of my heart.
reducing its weight.
it has been plunging on my heart.
a hug soothes it all out.
and sum tears might help too.
lol.
but it seems.
lyk tt feeling.
was a feeling of lost.
i felt lost.
the feeling of losing sumthing.
is scary.
but at least i dint lose anything tt night.
in fact i gained.
i gained a happier me.
=)
thankies to you.
okay now.
today.
01/01/09.
marks the end of 2008.
and so.
we had half day today.
was kinda expecting.
the voucher was cumin.
just
tt.
mayb not
tt ALOT!
its freaking S$500
taka voucher!
i was so excited.
i mean
lyk finally i can do a major shopping!
haha.
not
tt i
nvr did.
but now.
lyk its not my money.
so ill
jux heck!
haha.
1st thing.
or rather person.
tt came to mind.
to shop w me.
was you.
and so i called.
elated.
excited.
and so.
while waiting fer company.
to cum.
i went to window shop alone.
not really
alot of things.
caught my attention.
but its just crazy wen u
hav the company.
sum frens called.
lyk meinu xl, rabiah etc.
asking fer plans fer tonight.
but in the end we dint go to any.
or rather me.
clubbing? - erm.. nono. not in the mood.
sentosa? - super packed! ill be a pancake in no tym. =X
and the rest were'nt tt favourable.
coz by then we will be darn tired alr.
and so..
we shopped.
NON-STOP.
fer 3hrs
plusplus.
how cool is
tt.
in our hands are S$500.
worth of goods.
haha.
and so we got tired.
and a
lil moody.
coz of the exhaustion.
things got abit cranky.
awhile.
got better soon after.
i was happie w my company.
and i really did enjoy my day!
and i received a sweet msg!
hehez.
muacks!
now.
im gg to slp.
b4 sumone.
checks up on me.
i cant wait fer the kl trip later.
and opps.
ive gotta wake up at 530!
sooo.
chao!
happie 2009!
til next tym~adios!