Thursday, February 14, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
dearest diary,
i feel alone.
i feel the darkness is suffocating me.
i lost everything.
today is the start of the end of my life.
literally.
i wish someone could hug me and tell me its okay.
but i know its not.
throughout these few months.
it has been tough.
really tough.
i had nothing to hold on to.
i just braved it all.
trying my best to keep my smile.
despite feeling hurt, getting sarcasm.
i feel like running away.
yesterday, i wish i was dead.
because i don't want today to come.
but life is cruel.
here i am alive and in misery.
living in a depression is no joke.
its suffocating.
i didn't dare to do what i was supposed to do.
i'm going to delay it for a few more days.
while I'm still sober.
god, please help me through this tough moment.
imissyousobad.