Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
ive upset someone.
and i feel bad.
cause the whole thing happened.
so fast!
i cant even rem.
how it happened.
but one thing for sure.
its my own stupidity.
but i dont know why she is so angry.
i really like her.
and i mean it.
she is soo nice!
and helpful.
towards me..
she has helped me alot recently.
and i cant thank her enough.
but haix.
now she is angry.
and its over something i didnt do to her.
but someone else did to me.
she did it out of care for me.
but she is ignoring me now.
and i feel weird.
i feel the pinch.
i dont know why im sorry.
i dont know anymore.
its just sad.
i feel like i lost something.
come back pleasee.
i know im an asshole.
however anyone tells me not to be too nice.
must stand up for my rights.
i still failed.
trust me ive tried a ZILLION TIMES!
and im back to square one.
you are not the first who tried to change me.
i know u dont want ppl to step all over my head.
and i appreciate all you've done.
but like i mentioned to everyone else.
i will try..
i do make an effort.
last time i just ended up smiling.
at least now i made a few comments.
its a big improvement to my character!
really!
dont be disappointed please.
haix.
i wish i know what you are thinking.
its been bothering me the whole day.
at work and at school.
=(
i feel restless.
and unhappy.
til next tym~adios!