18 of april... Zarina's bdae.. Just wished her N guess she is off to sleep!
haha.. wanted to tok to her coz i reli feel bored rty now but i guess its not appropriate. hmmms, well i've decided to change my font coz its forever diff to read! hahz.
recently, i mean since today, i feel so lost.
act wen u r alone, u reli do feel as if life has no meaning fer u.
now i guess i noe how mums feel (esp my mum) wen their child r always out leaving dem all alone at home. haix, but i cant help it i hav a life of my own but at least i do go out w my parents! i would always tink bk at the lovely memories tt i've experience N how i missed dem..
i guess old frens reli mean alot to me..
aldo we r all busy w our own lifes but wen we stop N hav lunch or go shopping tog,
it reli helps to burn away the "miss u" feeling!
Not tt im so mushy but, serious.
New frens r good N i love dem, but we all stil go bk to our old frens.
Dos we shared woes N wound, laughter N joy.
Where we were all once "kids" longing fer cherished tyms tog w our best frens!
Act since sec skool i dun reli noe the meaning of best frens.
I always wonder wad it means..
But my "not-paiseh" frens (laughs), r always der to "guide" me - we r best of frens!
Tinkin bk, i reli missed those tyms we r tog..
Rushing out homeworks, always finding excuses to go toilet-
(fer me i guess N my followers),
Frens helpin me wen im always late fer skool, PE = gossiping, act we r gossiping most of the tyms la! haha..
Running here N der, N CHICKEN WINGS!! i cant 4get tt ever!!
I stil rem how my frens - last tym the foursome, now the spiltsome! hahax!
They would wait fer me N siti to finsh eating N in the meantime make fun of us or is it me oni??
Act i was always "bullied"!! Darn it! haah.. but last tym i was reli quiet, now??
Zarina left me w a great impression i cant nvr 4get!
Her constant making fun makes my mouth dry w laughter..
But she dont reli mean anythin.. Hahaz..
I tink i've changed alot.
Fer the better or worse, I don't noe.
I rem wen i came to skool on my 1st day tt i was trsfd to sqs,
I wore my pri skool uni.
Being a netball player "cliched", short skirt, long pony-tailed hair.
I was mistaken as an AH LIAN! omg!
Little did these pple noe how timid i was N how scared i was feeling at tt tym.
I was to tight-lipped I did'nt wan to tok to anyone until siti N co. found me during recess.
We were all so "tuutuu!!" haha..
But tt was wen the foursome friendship started to build up.
With on-going, unstoppable fights in bet., we r stil forever frens - no matter wad u all tink ok! heez..
Now, we hav our own lives to live, but memories will always hold.
I look up to the day we r havin our reunion N i hope u guys can make it!
Oh wells, there r so many memories tt i can nvr stop typin it out here..
Now tt i feel down, I want to reminiscise wad i rem so in future i can read bk my post N laugh at these memories..
Oh god it seems lyk im dying! lolx..
Rty now, i got comlications abt band, N tt i will have a "once upon a tym" story to tell next tym.
Feel so good tt i can at least pour my feelings here.
I can't possibly go up 2 u guys N say "hey, lets relive our sec skool memo"!TT'ld be so wierd.
But hope tt u guys can read up from here,
N hopefully stil rem.
Coz me N zarina..
I tink we stil do.
TTs left the 2 of u.
Hope u guys reconcile.
I mean RELI reconcile.
Put the past behind N go bk as we all used to be.
So close.
I pray fer tt day.
til next tym~adios!