Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
why?
why?
why?
things arent getting better.
im confused.
ppls attitude chg.
in jux a split of a sec.
one tym u can be.
so caring.
and another.
jux heck.
im jux so curious.
to noe why.
often.
there isnt an explanation.
im tryin hard.
v hard.
to be independent.
and not put.
much thought.
in it.
but it jux puzzles me.
haix.
its jux so empty.
why do ppl.
chg so fast.
why?
i nid an ans.
ive bin wanting.
to make dis decision.
fer v v v v long.
i cant.
coz one moment.
its all so swit.
and the next.
bitter.
dis is not the way.
and im not gg to let it carry on.
ive gotta find the way out.
if it means.
getting out.
being indifferent is not the solution.
im kinda hating it.
alr.
the feeling reli sucks.
everythin is nice.
in the beg.
in the end.
it jux sucks.
wen prob arise.
things get worst.
switness cums in again.
and the thing is.
it last fer oni awhile.
one pathetic day.
and den things get bad again.
argh.
faints.
i cant tink.
straight.
find me a way.
out.
i need serious help.
til next tym~adios!