Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
im tired.
tired of u.
tired of myself.
tired of making pple happy.
tired of everything.
today, my mood took a complete turn.
i dun noe y i felt tt way.
i dun understand wad i was feeling.
but at tt point.
i felt like crying.
so afraid to talk.
in case my tears drop.
and i have no explanation fer it.
maybe im reli gg bonkers.
anw, sorry if i startled u guys.
was late fer band.
im kinda numb.
numb of any feelings.
now, wen i play.
i dun even noe if we sound better.
or worse.
i jux feel no diff.
y am i turning into dis monster.
i dun even recognize.
i wan my old life back.
carefree days.
but i guess.
there is no turning back.
haix.
jiayou fer projs.
jiayou fer concerts.
jiayou fer com!!