Sunday, June 29, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
mixed feelings.
kinda regret.
things could have ended.
nicely.
if i handled it better.
its my fault.
all mine.
jux hope.
things wont get any worser den this.
til next tym~adios!
Sunday, June 29, 2008
its over.
reli over now.
i cant take it anymore.
i tried so hard.
to understand him.
esp dis few months.
it seems tt.
we cant communicate anymore.
haix.
der are tyms.
he is so up & going.
and most of the tyms.
so down.
i tried my very best.
to understand wad he is gg tru.
but i reli cant read ppls mind.
its bin soo long.
ive kept dis feeling.
wen im down.
i jux brush aside my feelings.
so as not to affect him.
coz wenever.
i feel down.
he says he will feel down too.
so i put up a happy face.
and 4get my probs.
ppl says.
if u love sumone.
u wil chg fer the better.
but once he told me.
he cant chg his attitude.
its lyk.
i was dumbfounded.
but i dun noe.
wads in my heart.
tt tells me.
to accommodate.
tym and again.
we quarreled.
and got back tog.
but i tink its useless.
if only one party tries to accommodate.
ive reli bin trying to understand.
wad is it tt is making him soo moody.
all the tym.
me?
werk?
WHAT??
i even asked tanny.
to be w him.
and talk to him.
if he cant talk to me.
but once its okay.
it cums again.
and again.
im reli lost.
at what to do.
its reli diff to let go.
but since the matter is brought up.
i tink.
its reli tym.
hai....
its not easy to get in love.
to get out.
hai...
i hope i can brace tru dis.
be a free-er person.
i can do this.
i can.
hai.
all in the name of love.
mayb der is no more love.
now all i nid.
is to keep my days n mind.
occupied.
pls help me tru dis.
til next tym~adios!