Sunday, October 18, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
I'm tearing now.
I don't know why.
Things are going great.
Just that I'm Abit stressed up with school.
Okay maybe alot.
Sometimes u get too stressed till u want to speak to noone.
Like noone can ease your burden no matter how much they talk sense to u.
Even the smallest thing piss you off.
Like maybe u don't get attention from your loved ones.
Boyfriend or friends or even parents.
It sucks to feel this way cause u know u don't want to affect other ppl.
But u just can't help it.
I always try to brighten up my mood for ppl.
So they don't feel uncomfy.
In a way it's good cause u don't entertain your feelings.
In another view it's bad cause I'm just surpressing my feelings.
It might come back one day.
I don't want to affect others therefore I'm choosing to isolate.
Just for awhile to have some space from ppl who might just judge u.
I really need a break.
Like a holiday or something to make myself happier.
Haix I will try to cheer up tmr.
Til next tym~adios!