to pick up from whr i left off.
fri i went to pick up my rental car.
at tradehub 21.
w esc.
got cheated!
i got the hyundai getz instead.
hmph.
anws.
the car is so cosy.
so..
wen you have a car.
you will be v busy.
go here and der.
i went to slack w esc and sister.
at west coast park.
out usual hang out pl.
the wind is alw lacking.
haha.
and my sis had to call.
and interupt.
wanted to pass me my bdae prezzie.
so i dashed der to get it!
haha.
yeah rty.
anws.
drove der.
and she saw the car.
she said its ugly.
lol.
anws the prezzie.
was ....
moschino perfume.
i dint lyk it and i told her straight.
haha.
bad.
she should hav bought my fav anna sui's.
flight of fancy la.
and she had to comment tt anna sui is boring.
wth.
so yeah.
after tt sent the 2 girls back.
and went to mit a fren.
b4 gg home.
conflict again.
and i seriously dono y.
im kinda tired of it.
it nvr ends.
but kinda solve it though.
tired.
i was pretty looking forward to the gathering.
next evening.
so yeah.
the next morn.
as promised.
fetched erik and jianhao.
to compassvale sec.
and esc.
we were supposed to go out the whole day.
but plan turned otherwise.
we jux managed to go out the 1st half.
and den we were tired.
esc looks kinda pissed.
im sorry..
so the later part of the day.
was kinda bad.
conflicts again.
and seriously.
this tym.
i dun tink im am in the wrong.
y cant ppl be more understanding?
haix.
i mean.
i have been reaalllyyy accomodating.
wad else?
cant giv in even tt tiny weeniee bit?
hai.
so yeah.
emo-ED.
but i tot i cant make myself miserable.
i wont let it spoil my day.
so i went out fer the gathering.
it was super fun!
met lotsa old tym frens.
=)))
everyone made me happie.
the dinner at seoul garden was super fun!
we talked laughed joked.
and the big joker alfred.
was der.
haha.
made me laugh til my stomach hurts.
and so after dinner.
wanted to watch movie.
but no show.
so mr alfred.
suggested mount faber.
cool!
but i dint wana drive so i let wil.
aka cutiepie.
drive the car.
wow.
alfred can reli drive!
lyk tokyo drift !
but yeah it was so much fun.
we went exploring.
in the dark.
soo tired.
legs are wobbly.
i bet everyone wana kill joanna.
coz she was v enthu abt finding the bridge..
and even led us the wrong way!
oh dear.
poor cutiepie was complaining all the way.
but no one listen.
everyone jux laughed.
lol.
wad more he had to endure the torture.
from yz.
all the ugly pics!
haha.
so finally.
at abt 12midnight.
we decided to go home.
drove all the way home.
w cutiepie's help of coz.
hehez.
anws.
i felt bad all this while.
coz my bro alw wanted me to bring him out.
but i was never free.
and i alw forgo my family outings.
due to sum other activities tt.
i dun dare to miss.
haix.
so tt night after i came home.
my bro asked me out.
so i drove us to west coast.
til abt 3am den we reached home.
shagged.
the next day.
i was sick.
headache.
dint go band.
i planned it to be the family day.
mum kinda forced me to visit grandpa.
and so i went.
after tt we went imm.
wanted to bring lil fifi.
out.
but who noes.
wen i was at their house to fetch her.
her parents.
BOTH came along.
haix.
spoiler.
=x
anws.
the car managed to squeeze tt many ppl.
went to shop and eat.
played w fifi most of the tyms.
sumhow or rather.
she can help me 4get my sorrows.
=)
during dinner.
he called.
and msged.
i really dint noe wad to feel.
i dun tink i am angry.
mayb numb.
am i tt lousy?
do i deserve wadeva im deserving now.
haix.
i wish the older us.
really.
miss.
=(
tym can nvr be turned back.
now.
everything seems.
vague.
at tyms feelings feel vague too.
i wonder...
anws.
as i usually do.
brushed away my feelings.
and fake a smile.
things got better.
maybe coz i ignored the whole issue.
and pretended nothing happens.
lyk it alw turned out to be.
but inside.
the feeling.
argh.
i jux wana beat sumone up.
how can one pretend nothing happens.
after so much has happened.
and hurt is der.
i dun understand human.
i cant be such a human.
im weak yes.
but at least i dun pretend as if things doesnt happen.
i make it better.
but at least things get better now.
or rather.
for the tym being.
till wenever its gg to burst again.
=(
i am so easy to please.
so easy to smile and made happy.
yet.
so often unhappy.
by the slightest thing.
please make me smile.
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til next tym~adios!