Wednesday, January 09, 2013
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
buddy diary!
i feel happy for at least 1 hour today!
or maybe 30mins or so!
haha.
i felt i could take my mind of things for awhile!
whee wheee wheeeeee!
=)) love you like hell!
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
dear diary,
i'm feeling weak and drowsy today.
things have gotten out of hand.
i don't know what to do.
i hate myself.
i really hate myself.
iwanttobereborn.
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
jina is talking to me again.
about him.
she keeps telling me to let him go.
don't give him a chance.
just.... let.... him.... go.....
then she talks about his promises to her.
talks about everything.
it hurts so bad.
she is trying really hard to ask me to leave him for good.
really really really really hard.
saying all the bad points.
why do i still not hate him?
i should right?
am i human?
ijustwanttostabmystomachnow.