Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
im feeling super down.
but im glad.
there r pple der.
fer me, tokin to me.
accompanying me.
thanks alot.
i am reli grateful.
i dun seem to noe the reason.
y i broke down today.
it was the worst.
ive ever encountered.
wen it started.
i tot it was gg to end soon.
but den.
more and more pple.
started askin.
i reli feel lyk.
shouting - shuddup!
lyk wad rf prescribe me to do.
but den.
couldnt bring myself to.
politics is the worst.
tt u would ever wana cum across.
after tt tiring 3 hrs cry.
i decided.
i wan to opt out.
but den.
pple start cumin in.
persuading starts.
from the young to the old.
listening to thier theories.
dono wad to tink anymore.
make me feel so bad.
i mean its jux music.
i dun wan to be the sacrifice.
its too much to take.
i reli dun noe wad decision to make now.
now tt all is said to be in our hands.
well.
i jux concentrate on my studies ba.
no more tinkin.
my head is oredi aching.
from the *bang* on the table.
and all tt crying.
and my eyes swollen.
so now i cant sleep.
so wad do i do.
all the windows closed.
all gone to bed.
me?
stil stucked here.
with half done tutorial.
let's be merry.
til next time~adios!