Thursday, October 16, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
hmm.
my previous entry.
was kinda brave and all.
suddenly.
i saw a fren's blog.
and i started tinking back.
i wish.
maybe not back.
future?
read if you see its swit.
and meaningful and all.
or jux childish and immature.
i find the gesture of the person.
who wrote this.
sooo sooo swit.
and i feel such warmth wen i read it.
he mux hav loved his gf soo much.
so lucky.
=)
read on.
I wanna do this for my gfEvery girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.
• look at her like she's the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you're around your friends.
• be the one to take her hand, don't make her reach for you
• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she's sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she's important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
let me meet a guy who would love me this way. God I beg you. Let me see light from where I am standing. I'm down on my knees begging you, hear my tiny voice and love me. Guide me through. Let me find you.
Only when i am getting better.
stronger.
i had to see this.
love?
easy come?
easy go?
sigh...
but yeah.
its not the end of the world yeah?
so i pray 27oct comes.
with a blink of an eye.
then its a whole new world fer me.
everyone deserve better.
i believe same goes fer me.
so dun settle fer less.
i hope he is happier now.
=)
god bless everyone!
let everyone be happy!
and happier!
til next tym~adios!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
=))
as promised.
i will start blogging.
after that "wonderful" day.
is over.
which is yest.
15/10/08.
i FINALLY get.
reap sum benefits.
after long sufferings.
=)
i feel so happie.
elated.
wobbly legs.
faint heart.
all in one.
mixed feelings.
its lyk finally.
i feel a sense of relieve.
i can see the future.
one step ahead.
of a stumbling stone.
its wierd.
my life dis few months.
has been full of stumbling stones.
not tt i managed to evade.
the stones.
by hopping wenever i see them.
but.
i picked up myself.
everytime.
after the fall.
bruises everywhr.
no one can fully understand this.
its true.
wen you are sad.
its diff to get a shoulder to lend on.
what more.
a person lyk me.
who keep things to myself.
im glad i have sumone.
to share w.
=)
and not forgetting.
my wonderful frens.
who are alw der w me.
even jux fer company.
im simple to please huh?
heez.
but its true.
im reli simple to please.
=))
im kinda looking all so positive.
ready to plunge myself.
into the wicked world.
after all the suffering.
mental torture.
the crying.
the pain.
i dun see any reason.
to try and make things better.
wen im clapping on my own.
its true ppl say.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
while im clapping.
i dun hear a thing.
its wierd.
its heart-wrenching.
but ive got better things to do.
more tasks to accomplish.
im not gg to let myself down.
once more.
so bring it on!
the new future is gg to be great.
ive got a bunch of lovely piggies.
okok.
maybe kitties.
that i adore soo much.
and will be w me wenever i nid anything.
tts wad i call a true fren.
true love?
hmm.
this word doesnt exist in my dictionary anymore.
its jux fairytales.
but if i do mit my prince charming..
i make sure he adheres to ALL my regulations.
haha.
nah.
jk.
so wheet!
cheers to the new nura!
and.
cheers to the new future!
after my birthday..
its really time to start afresh!
ive got a new job.
a new future.
a fresh set of dreams!
ive got to realise them!
so meanwhile ive got some chilling to do.
as YOU alw say im a chiller.
haha.
so yeah.
cheers to the new-ER.
better me!
cheers to the new nura!
way to go!
til next tym~adios!